Learning the lesson called Grief
Stepping into 2022, there were quite a lot more uncertainties. Grief, was a lesson we knew would hit us someday, except we didn't know when. And one can never quite prepare for it. * On the night of 31st March 2022, I remember that visiting my great-grandma wasn't quite in the agenda as I have visited her the night before and it seemed like any other nights in the recent days where she would be silently resting on the bed and we had minimum interaction except that I would be holding her hands or helping to turn her around when needed. Thinking back, I'm thankful that while it didn't make sense, I still went. She seemed okay up until 7ish, where the hospice caretaker asked us if we wanted to give her a jab to help with her breathlessness. We agreed upon learning that if we didn't, it would put a lot more pressure on her heartbeat and she could potentially suffer heart attack. After the jab, the heartbeat slowed down quite a bit. I think it was around 9ish w...